83 Kilos
Last night I took a break from preparing my bags and details for my trip and took a walk in the Piazza. It was after midnight and there were smokers everywhere. I got a real good attack of the cravings but they passed with some deep breathing and this only reminded me that the journey is not yet over.
It takes time to "re-program" oneself after being addicted for so many years. I continue a day at a time to free myself. I am beginning to intentionally expose myself to triggers knowing that I will have to resist. It is easier to prepare oneself, successfully resist the desire to smoke when facing a trigger, and then move on. My hope is that these exercises will help in speeding up the
re-programming of my behavior.
I was in the HON lounge at Frankfurt (see photo) where they have a very fancy comfortable cigar lounge for the smokers. I went into the cigar lounge, looked at the assortment of liquors and the people smoking, took a deep smell and thought to myself, I am free of the addiction now. What a lucky guy I am.
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